why

Why's it so hard to want God and God alone? It's sad to say this, but sometimes it's like I don't feel like He's enough. I wish for the presence of fellow humans, moreso than I desire to spend a few extra minutes alone with him, although I know that'd do wonders.

And then there's all the worry and malice that creeps into the brightest moments of one's days, snuffing out the sunshine. why? there shouldn't be. Then there's always the striving for improvement of one's life, one's values, one's faults, and struggling to understand why there's so much pain in the lives of your loved ones.

Back to square one, God is the source, the answer to all of life.

And I've to realise, I'm not going anywhere without Him.